This is an age of blood
Of betrayal and scheming
See how the blood runs hot now
How trust runs thin
This is my new age
This is my new world
Taste the fear in the air
Drink the distrust and be strong
Grow drunk on the hate and pain
We are all alone now
Friendless and without conscience
Remorseless and with out pity
We are terrible and Magnificent
Pure in our cruelty
We are what we were meant to be
The courts of the damned
This is my new dark age
This is my new dark world
I wonder if we'd know, if the world was just for show
Just a thing on display
And what if all the gods, were just guys with part time jobs
Would any one pray?
When we find the glass, they'll just point and laugh
And go about their day.
Some where deep in space
Maybe there's a place
Where the keepers take their smoke breaks
And It's a thousand years past noon
they've gone down to the lunch room
Gods out to lunch not dead.
Maybe we feel free,
Cause we can not see
That the doors locked and there's no key
Now not trying to make waves
But it often pays
To look at everything, just the wrong way
Maybe through this sor
I do not speak to you in plain words
colorful speech is mine
to obfuscate and confound
to obscure and misdirect
metaphors of loss and longing
similes that bare no similarity
the things I mean have no baring
on the things I say
I have a way with words
I forge them and fashion them an Armour
I girth them about me
so I may remain untouched
as I find my away across the battle field of having and wanting
Feeling and saying
I have a gift
for persuasion and understanding
and yet the thing I understand the most
is that I understand nothing of myself
convoluted notions of simple complexity
over take me and make me unable
to expre
i wonder if we'd know, if the world was just for show
just a thing on display
and what if all the gods, were just guys with part time jobs
would any one pray?
and when we find the glass, they'll just point and laugh
and go about their way.
some where deep in space
maybe there's a place
where the keepers take their smoke breaks
and maybe we feel free,
Cause we can not see
That the doors locked and theres no key
Now I'm not trying to make wave
but it often pays
to look at everything, just the wrong way
and maybe through this sorted word play
we'll find the truth and start a new day
I wonder what they'd do if up and left our
Behold the laughing mask
porcelain and pale
look not past the veil
there's nothing to see here
just walk past
don't stop and ask
we are not here
there's nothing to fear
no need to dread
we're just in your head
who really believes
in the hungry living dead
its all a sham
beast that i am
if you looked past
my laughing mask
they smile and they bow
they dance and they sing
it doesn't change a thing
its just a mask
if you looked inside
you'd see what they hide
that there's a monster
deep down inside
I have seen the midnight waters
I have slowly drank them down
I am there when you don't see me
I'm unfettered and unbound
Can you feel the moonlight calling
Can you see the jet black sea
If you knew what was what was waiting
Would you still come dance with me
I have felt the shadows pulling
They slowly tug me down
In those rushing midnight waters
Where I'll surly drown
I was lost alone and roaming
When you found me there
You can save or you'll damn me
I truly do not care
I have seen the midnight waters
and though they pull me down
as long as you are with me
i surly will not drown
This is an age of blood
Of betrayal and scheming
See how the blood runs hot now
How trust runs thin
This is my new age
This is my new world
Taste the fear in the air
Drink the distrust and be strong
Grow drunk on the hate and pain
We are all alone now
Friendless and without conscience
Remorseless and with out pity
We are terrible and Magnificent
Pure in our cruelty
We are what we were meant to be
The courts of the damned
This is my new dark age
This is my new dark world
I wonder if we'd know, if the world was just for show
Just a thing on display
And what if all the gods, were just guys with part time jobs
Would any one pray?
When we find the glass, they'll just point and laugh
And go about their day.
Some where deep in space
Maybe there's a place
Where the keepers take their smoke breaks
And It's a thousand years past noon
they've gone down to the lunch room
Gods out to lunch not dead.
Maybe we feel free,
Cause we can not see
That the doors locked and there's no key
Now not trying to make waves
But it often pays
To look at everything, just the wrong way
Maybe through this sor
bards tale one
Fresh stench of blood and smoke hung heavy in the air of Elamore. The three towers laid smashed, the keep burned and bodies twisted and broken laid strewn about the charred earth.
King Melvar struck true this time. The smoking city a monument to his victory. Never more would noble lord Hela'mor defy him. No more would the red eagle rally the hearts of the just. The traitorous Blake did do his job well and more then earn his gold that eve. With it's gates open wide, proud Elamore did fall, with walls intact the eagle fell never to rise again. In his armor he fell, a man amongst men. He breath his last. For
bards tale two
Legend named him Goraman, murderer of Yurn, destroyer of Pelmay, demon of Felropea. With eyes as black as the great abyss and a heart as cold as the space between the stars. Goraman the unfeeling, Goraman high lord of the plains of Siare. Gods pity you who fall beneath his heel. Heaven weep for those who stand against him. May fortune smile upon he who burns the gray hawk and silences the hoofs of the Legion of Pain.
Light be with you brave Telamon, lone heir of Junmar, rightful lord of the plains of Siare, true king of Pelmay. The gods be with you good Telamon, ride forth and carry out your charge. Rally
Part one
Crime and Punishment
Alright I guess ill start with the beginning. I was born Edward Jacobson, in a shit whole apartment in the Bronx February third 1922. I was the youngest of three, two chicks, then me. My father was a drunk and a small time scam artist, and my mother was a bible thumping psycho trying to scary me and my sisters out of hell and into the arms of Jesus. God what a joke. So I spent the first eleven years on the standard fair. Playing some tag, knock out a few teeth, you know just your average American kid stuff. Now I say the first eleven years cause that was as long as I got to be a kid. Ya see a little while a
Bards tale three
they fell in war, from plauge, from famine.
they died in torrment, they died in pain.
they rose again to haunt the crypts of melmor.
the forgotten tomb of the mad mage manjuval.
they roamed mouning and screaming traped in earth bound hell.
sit with me friends as i tell the tale,
of the pure priest Roberts and his war against hell.
ring thrice the bell and remember the hero.
call forth the mourners and forget not his name.
good brother Roberts trapped with the damned.
good brother Roberts with his mace in his hand.
go with god brother, may he hold you still.
great brother Roberts who bled on that hill.
fighting
memoires of a mad man
It is June 4, 2002 6:37 AM, and I have found I have gone completely insane. I have had my vision again and have descided in my mind and determined in my heart to see it through.As always in my waking dream I saw myself seated apon a throne wielding great power, my eyes glowing blood red and lightning flashing in my hands. I have long felt that such manifastations megalomania were signs of a cracking mind, but now I know mine has completly shattered for i have descided to embrace this dream and pursue it with all my being.
I have know power before, as a child i knew the power of money, working and slaving and re
In The Darkness
In the darkness I reached out for you.
In the shadows my heart called out to you.
In the moon light our souls touched
And under the stars we became one.
It was there that I knew you,
As none had known you before.
Under the heavens I remade you.
And in the darkness you were reborn.
When our eyes first meet
My heart begged to kiss you.
When I first saw you smile
My spirit reached out to embrace you.
When I first heard your voice
My soul cried out to be near you.
And when first my hand touched yours
My very being fell in love with you.
Sanctuary
October 23, 2008
Safe behind
A wall of green
Hiding from
The evil.
Peaceful is
The silence
In the garden
Angels sing
In harmony
Look on.
Hidden by
A wall of green
Safe beyond the evil.
so im going to start writing in this thing now, if i can ever get my poetry back from kat i may even post some art, since after all thats what the thing is for. im cooking now and must depart.
peace
renik